Funny how I only seem seem to do this stuff when Im feeling down.
I have an update
My last post I said I was 13st 3 now Im 12st 9
so thats good :)
I have officaly lost 2 stone since January!
Also my laptop is finaly working again so thats good!
Anyway what Im going to ramble on about today is that.
I have friends who are there for me but I can't help having that feeling that Im alone. I just went from feeling mad and wanting to do crazy things to feeling so down and alone...its not good but I know Ill be okay.
People are always there for me without relising but sometimes I feel they just can't be botherd listning to me going on about the same problems and I understand that.
I don't exactly want a boyfriend at the moment because Im not ready for relationships yet but I sometimes I just want to be cared for a loved and made to feel beautiful because no matter how much weight I loose Im always going to feel ugly and fat not matter how much people tell me Im not.
Im not alone
but I am...
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